Ekuqaleni indodakazi yaqala ukukhononda ngekhanda, ikhanda lakhe lalivame ukuvama kangangokuthi indodakazi ayikwazi ukugxila kulowo mfundi, wathi yena ufunda le ncwadi futhi ayiqondi lutho, ayikwazi ukugxila. Sinqume ukuzibonakalisa kudokotela, isazi. UDasha wanikezwa ukuxilongwa okuvamile - i-VSD - i-vegetovascular dystonia. Kodwa ikhanda laqhubeka, akukho amaphilisi amsiza. Ngomthwalo omncane kakhulu, i-pulsation yaqala emathempelini, ebumnyama emehlweni. Ngangethusa, futhi futhi saya kudokotela, manje ngudokotela engazi. UDasha wathunyelwa ukuhlolwa okugcwele.
Futhi lapho ngithola ukuthi intombazane yami yayinomdlavuza webuchopho, nokuthi ingxenye engakwesobunxele yomzimba yayisisuswe kakade esibhedlela, ukwesaba, ukwesaba, bese ngethuka. Lezi zindaba zazibuhlungu kangangokuthi ekuqaleni ngawa phansi izandla zami, futhi mhlawumbe lolo suku lwalusendlini, konke kwenziwa ngokuzenzekelayo. USasha wangisiza ukuba ngilungele, futhi saqala ukuqongqoza kuzo zonke izicabha, sihlabelela zonke izinsimbi, sifuna izindlela zokwelashwa, odokotela esazi. I-neurosurgeon, owaba umngane womngane wami, wangeluleka ukuba ngingangabazi. I-Chemotherapy kanye ne-radiotherapy yenza ngcono isimo se-Dashenka, isuka ebuchosheni bomqondo. Zonke lezi zinqubo zabulala into ebaluleke kakhulu - ukuzivikela, kepha yini okufanele siyenze? I-Psychics angizange ngithembele, ngithembele ngokwengeziwe emthini osemthethweni. Kodwa, ngeshwa, kwakungekho ukuphumula. Ngesikhathi ngibheka uDasha wami, owayevame ukuba nezinwele ezinde okhalweni, ukuziqhenya kwakhe, futhi ebona ikhanda lakhe manje, emva kwalezi zinqubo ezimbi, ngangifuna ukukhala. Kodwa ngaphambi kokuba uDashenka, ngigcine, ngigodle, ngingathandi ukumlimaza ngisho nangaphezulu.
"Mama, ungakhathazeki ngaleyo ndlela ." Ngokushesha noma kamuva sonke siyafa. Ngimncane kancane, omunye umuntu kamuva. Kuyini, empeleni, ukushintsha? - Ngangethusa yiqiniso elinjalo, hhayi iqiniso elifihliwe, iqiniso, elishaya i-pohlesche noma yiliphi amanga. Angikwazi ngisho nokucabanga ngemicabango embi uDasha ayengazange abe nayo eduze kwami.
"Dasha, ngeke ufe." Uzwile lokho odokotela abakushoyo? Kuwe sonke esiteji sokuqala, ngakho-ke umphumela kufanele ube oqondile. Ndodakazi, kumele ukholwe kulokhu - wena; Uzophulukisa ngempela.
Phakathi naleso sikhathi, angizange ngihlale phansi, futhi ngaqala ukubheka abancinci, abaphatha izifo ezinjalo. Ikheli lomkhulu ka-Ivan lafika kimi ngengozi, manje ngikholelwa ukuthi kwakuyi-providence yeNkosi. Ngangihamba esibhedlela ngicabanga futhi ngidabukile, futhi ngemuva kwami kwahlala abesifazane ababili ababekhuluma ngokuthula ngento ethile. Ekuqaleni ngabona ingxoxo yabo njengengxube eqhubekayo, kodwa ngokushesha nje lapho igama elithi "umdlavuza" likhanya, ngaqala ukulalela. Owesifazane utshele umngane wakhe ngomunye umkhulu u-Ivan, osiza abantu kanjalo, ngenxa yobuhle bomphefumulo, awuthathi ipenny, futhi waphulukisa umngane wakhe walesi sifo esibi ngamagciwane. Ngibambelele emanzini futhi, ngokuqinisekile, ngiphenduka ngokushesha ngabuza owesifazane ukuthi athole ikheli lalo mkhulu. - Yebo, akuyona imfihlo, thatha ipeni bese ubhala.
Futhi wangitshela ikheli , umkhulu u-Ivan wayehlala edolobhaneni elikude nathi. Ngaso leso sikhathi ngaya khona. Indlu encane yayingekho eduze kwechibi elincane, futhi yema njengokungathi ibhekene nendawo yonke. Ngesikhathi ngihamba endleleni eya endlini, ngagijimela komunye wesifazane nendoda eyayithwele umfana omkhulu esesandleni sakhe. Ngabona ukuthi babefana nabantu abanobuhlungu njengami. Umnyango awuzange uvaliwe, futhi ngangiwushiya, ngaqala ukungena emgodini omnyama obumnyama, ngaqala ukuzwa futhi ngilizwa izwi: "Ngenani, ungenayeki!" Ngabona indoda endala enekhanda ehlezi etafuleni ihlezi etafuleni. Ekhoneni hungisa izithombe, zenziwe ngamathawula. Umkhulu u-Ivan, futhi lokho kwakuqinisekisiwe ukuthi wangibheka futhi ngokushesha wathi:
"O, ndodakazi, kumelwe sithandaze, iNkosi ikucele ukuba uthethelele izono zakho." Ukubheka kwakhe, waphumula kimi, waphoqa amehlo akhe ukuba alahle phansi.
"U-Ivan Vasilyevich, ukhuluma ngaziphi izinhlobo zezono?" wabuza, ehlazekile.
- Uyazi wena. Namuhla, kunezilingo eziningi, kodwa umuntu ubuthakathaka. Kunzima ukushintsha wena. Ukuthobeka akwanele kithi sonke. Futhi ngifuna ukubona indodakazi yakho. Wazi kanjani ngendodakazi yami, kwakungacaci.
Konke indlela eya ekhaya ngacabanga ngamagama omkhulu u-Ivan. Ngangiyeka kangaki ukucabanga ngencazelo yento engikwenzayo, ngiyiphila yona? Ngesibindi, wathola injabulo yakhe, ekhohlwa into esemqoka - ngomphefumulo.
Dasha, ngiletha umkhulu wami u-Ivan kuphela ngesonto. Futhi kulo lonke leli sonto ngathandaza ngokufutheka kokubili ekhaya nasebandleni. Umthandazo wangikhulula futhi wangiduduza, kodwa hhayi kumntombazane wami. Intombazane yami yayibheke kabi - iminyene, iphaphathekile. Ubuso bakhe obuncane bubonakala bukhanya ngephutha elibuhlungu. Wancenga umkhulu wakhe ngokumomotheka.
"UNkulunkulu akusize, Darya." Ngiyabona, hhayi okuhle kuwe. Ngilungiselele amakhambi lapha, okuzodingeka uthathe amahora. Ungase ube mbi kakhulu ekuqaleni, kodwa ungayeki. Futhi ngaphezulu - uzodinga ukudla okunemifino ngokuqinile. Futhi umthandazo.
- Yebo, Mina, Ivan Vasilievich, angikwazi ukudla, ngizizwa ngigula futhi ngiyahlanza.
"Akulungile, Darya." Ngizokutshela lokhu, lokhu kuyinto eyinhloko - Angikuthembisi ukukuphulukisa, lokho uNkulunkulu azokunika. Futhi okuningi kuxhomeke kuwe.
"Kuhle, Mkhulu u-Ivan, ukuthi usho kanjalo." Futhi-ke ngihlala ngilalele.
- Nazi izinkomo, kusho ukuthi ungathatha kanjani. Futhi ube nempilo. Umkhulu u-Ivan wasinikeza izikhwama ezimbili ezinzima.
Umkhulu wemali u-Ivan akazange asithathe. Futhi ukwelashwa kwethu kwaqala ekhaya. Utshani kwakudingeka luphutshwe ngendlela ekhethekile futhi kuthathwe ngokuvumelana nesilinganiso futhi ngokuqondile ngehora, futhi phakathi nesikhathi esithile bathandaza kungakanani umzamo owawukhona.
Kanye noDasha sifunda iBhayibheli, futhi sathola okuningi okusha, okumangazayo. Ngazitshela ukuthi angisakwazi ukufunda le ncwadi yamabhuku. I-TV isetshenziselwe ukusibuyisela konke-nezingxoxo ezithule komunye nomunye, nokufunda izincwadi, nokuya enkundleni yaseshashalazini. Manje asizange sikufake ngisho. USasha wasisekela, kodwa sambona singavamile, weza kuphela kusihlwa, ekhathele. Kwadingeka ngihambe ngezindleko zami, futhi konke ukuhlinzekwa komndeni ngalesi sikhathi esinzima kubeka kuso. Ekuqaleni, isenzo sokuqoqwa kwamagilebhisi senze isenzo esibi emzimbeni kaDasha, ikhanda lakhe livulekile, izinso zakhe zaqala ukugula, wayegula. Kodwa-ke, umkhulu u-Ivan wasitshela ukuthi kuyoba kubi ekuqaleni, kodwa kufanele sikubone. Ukuguquka kwafika ngosuku lukaKhisimusi. Ebusuku kaDasha Noshnilo, futhi ngoJanuwari 7 wasukuma futhi ngokushesha - kimi.
"Mama, ngiphilile, angiguli futhi angilimazi."
Ngagxuma ezinyaweni zakhe.
- Ngempela?
"Mama, ngizizwa kahle njengoba ngingakaze ngibe khona."
"Dasha," ngaqala ukukhala izinyembezi, futhi ngamamukela.
Sithatha amakhambi inyanga . UDasha waqala ukuphola, amehlo akhe akhanya. Lapho sifika emtholampilo ukuthi siphinde sihlolwe, odokotela abazange bakholwe amehlo abo. Baqeda ingane yami, kodwa ngenhlanhla basinda. Isisu sesinciphile! Wanyamalala, khona-ke lesi sifo saphela. Sifike ku-Grandfather Ivan ngemuva kokuhlola.
"Hhayi, Darya, uhle," wangena emasadevu akhe.
"Ngiyabonga, kungcono kakhulu."
"Ngiyabonga ekuseni."
Yini engalungile? - Ngangethusa.
-Ayikho. Manje udinga ukuphuza lezi zitshalo. "Wasinika iphakhethi lamakhambi.
Ngazama ukubeka imali ezandleni zakhe.
Wabeka isandla sakhe ekudekeleni.
- Ngeze. Hlanganisa konke. Ungalokothi wenze lokho. Uma ngidinga uku-ngizokucela. Hamba.
SekuseKhisimusi kakade futhi. NginoDasha ngenkathi konke kuhambisane, kodwa ngisakhathazeka - isikhathi esingakanani? Konke kusezandleni zeNkosi. Yebo, angikhononda.