Phakathi nokusebenza kwenyoka yesifazane "stake", uma umpristi ephumula ekhanda, omunye wabahloli wasuka esihlalweni sakhe futhi wahlushwa ngentshiseko. Akekho ozobe engabonisa ukuthi angayiphi into enjalo, futhi nganginesiqinisekiso sokuthi bangangamukela. Kodwa ohlwini, funda umalume omncane - ngokusobala awusuka esekisini, kodwa kusuka ezikhulwini ezazibaqondisa, - igama lami lalingekho. Ilunga elithintekayo elinomdlandla wekhomishana laqala ukuvuleka ngomlomo wakhe, futhi yaqala ukuhlekisana nosihlalo. Ngezwa amagama "inyoka yentombazane", "engesabi neze" negama lakhe lokugcina. "U-Dogilev? Isikhulu sabuza ngokuzwakalayo. "Kunamakhono ambalwa, kodwa intombazane ayiyona enhle, ngakho-ke ayikho into evelele."
Ukuphila Okubuhlungu
Kwaphela izinyanga ezimbili kubonakala sengathi ukuphila sekuphelile. Futhi uthanda kanjani? Nganginqotshwa amaphupho, nginqatshelwe ngokungafanele, futhi ngabizwa kabi! Abazali, kusukela ekuseni kuze kube sebusuku bemi emathuluzi omshini esitshalweni, kwakungeyona induduzo. Lapho ebona indodakazi yakhe, uyise noma umama wakhe wamemeza: "Ngeke kusala izinyembezi! Kungcono ukuthatha izifundo! "Ngakhuphukela ekamelweni, futhi wangcwatshwa ezimakhazeni zasebusika ezithunga uthuli nama-mothball, kubonakala ngonya lobuzwe. Usizi lwami lwalukhungethwe yiqiniso lokuthi njalo ekuseni ngibone indlela umakhelwane esasihlangana naye ngayo iziqu zokungena futhi eyamukelwa esikoleni, uya ekilasini. Wayengazi ukuthi angenzani noma yini, kodwa wayemnandi kakhulu - hhayi intombazane, kodwa isithombe. Ngangingafuni kakhulu ukusebenza esekisini njengoba ngiphonsa ibhande lesikhwama sezemidlalo phezu kwehlombe lami futhi ngimemezela egcekeni lonke: "Ngaya esikoleni se-circus!" Khona-ke ngizozwa okungaphezu kwesisodwa 'ngokubukeka kwami okukhulu' futhi kubonakala sengathi ngisho ngamukela ukuthi angikwazi ukuba ngumdlali we-actress. Ngemva kokuthola isitifiketi, ngizoqala ukulungiselela ukuvunyelwa eNhlanganweni yamazwe ase-Asia nase-Afrika. - Yini eyakwenza ushintshe isinqumo futhi uya ku-GITIS? I-GITIS ... Ngaphambi kweGITIS kwakukhona okuningi okuningi: I-VGIK, i-School-Art Theatre, "iSliver", "Pike". Futhi mayelana nokuthi yini eyabangela ... Ngaqhubeka ngifundisa isiNgisi, zonke izinguquko zaseShayina zahlaselwa ngamazinyo ami, vuka phakathi nobusuku - ngizokutshela ngeziqhingi zaseJapane nezintaba nemifula. Kodwa ngokushesha nje lapho ezwa ukuthi ukuhlolwa kokungena kwase kuqalile iVGIK, wagijimela lapho ... Kubonakala sengathi, ngenxa yokuzibhikisha: usho ukuthi ngimbi futhi ngeke angamukele njengomdlali we-actress, kodwa ngizokuthatha futhi ngizokwenza! Ku-VGIK, angivunyelwe ngisho nangaphambi komjikelezo wokuqala - welulekwa ukungena ekolishi lobuchwepheshe. Kukhona "isiko" lapho - bonke abakhethiweyo abangenayo ukuthunyelwa bathunyelwa kubanjiniyela. Kulo "gama elihlukanisayo" ngisanda kuvaliwe: "Yilungelo elingakanani lokungamvumeli umuntu ukuba asebenze, okuwukuthi mhlawumbe wayephupha kusukela ebusheni bakhe?" Nganquma ukuthi ngizozibonakalisa kuzo zonke izikole eziphakeme eziseMoscow.
Utholiwe noma cha
Omunye wabangena kuVgikov uphakamise ukuthi ukuhlolwa eMoscow Art Theater School-Studio, umuntu kufanele agqoke ngokuzithoba nangokuzenzekelayo, ngisho ne-eyelashes. Ngathola i-pink calico ephuzi emabhantsheni omama futhi ngazakhela into efana ne-sarafan yezilwane, izinwele zami zibekwe ngezingulube ezimbili. Kule fomu, futhi uya. Ngifunde okuthile kusuka ezifundeni, engingazikhumbuli. Kodwa ukuhlupheka okuphelele nokucindezeleka okungenakugwemeka kweso likaSophia Stanislavovna Pilyavskaya, ehlezi ekomidini lokulinda, angikwazi ukukhohlwa kuze kube sekupheleni kokuphila kwami. Phakathi "nenkulumo" yami, omunye wabafundisi wasondela etafuleni lomhloli: "Kulungile, kanjani?" - "Abantu abangamakhulu amabili ngosuku," uPilyavskaya wagxuma kakhulu futhi waxosha ngokuqondisa kwami, wanezela: "Futhi yonke into ebusayo .. "- Emva kweminyaka eyisishiyagalombili, uzobe udutshulwa noPilyavskaya waseKoakov eSangweni lasePokrovsky. Uzokukhumbula? - Cha, kunjalo! Mina ngahlala izikhathi eziningana kumahhovisi okubambela e-GITIS futhi ngiyazi ukuthi kuyini. Ekupheleni kosuku awukhumbuli nje ubuso babangena, kodwa futhi negama lakho. Ngolunye lwezinsuku zokudubula, uMikhail Mikhailovich weza kimi wathi: "Tatiana, uthanda ngempela uSophia Stanislavovna." Ngicishe ngiziqhenya ngokuziqhenya! Khumbuza u-Pilyavsky mayelana "nesibindi", "esangibambelela" ekuvivinyweni, futhi emicabangweni yami ayengekho. Ngemuva kokuzikhohliswa esikoleni saseMoscow Theatre School sokuhlolwa ku-"Scissors" Ngigqoke izingubo zami: ngekhanda lami elincane elenziwe nge-corduroy eluhlaza ngendwangu ebomvu ehlanganiswe ne-hem, i-sweatshirt ebomvu ne-golfi emhlophe. Akuzange kusize - futhi lapha banikeza ijika kusuka esangweni. Ikhomishana yeGITIS Ngifunde inkondlo kaYevgeny Yevtushenko ethi "Les Miserables" - okunye, njengoba wazi, kwakukuhambisana kakhulu nesimo sami sangaphakathi nesimo sami:
Ama-satellite awela phezu komhlaba,
Ukuqhuma kusalokhu kunqamula phezu kwe-taiga,
Futhi abanye amadoda abahlakaniphile abahlakaniphile
Bakubuka nge-grin.
Ukumangala kwekhomishini
Wafunda imigqa yokugcina futhi eqhwa. Ngaleso sikhathi wabe esebona ukuthi wonke amadoda ehhovisi lokumamukela, ngokuqondene nokukhethwa, ahlaziyekile. Bashintsha izinyembezi, bethinta izinyembezi ezingenangwele, zihlwitha. Ngicabanga ukuthi mhlawumbe banquma ukuthi nginenhloso ... Manje ngokuqinisekile ngeke bayamukele! Wayesevele egijima, egwaza futhi engajabuli, egcekeni, lapho ezwa: "Dogilev, buya!" Ubuyele emuva. Ngimi, ngilinde ukuhlukana: bathi, ungakuqeda kanjani? Futhi ngokuzumayo bayangibuza: - Ngitshele, unayo amazinyo akho? Umakhelwane wamemeza: "Empeleni, abalingisi badinga ukulala nabaqondisi!" Umama wanginika ukukhathazeka okukhulu: "Ake ulale!" Ngavele ngishaywa indiva, ngibonisa inkinga enkulu. Ephendula - abaningi-bakhulume futhi badidekile: - Yebo-ah ... Ngenselele, ikhanda lakhe lagijima, kodwa inkulumo yaveza ubuhlungu: - Kodwa into eyinhloko amazinyo? - Futhi yini, ngokubheka kwakho, into eyinhloko? Ngamangala. "Kanjani?" Umphefumulo! "Abantu abahlakaniphile abahlakaniphile" futhi baphinde bafunde nge-zahmykali. Kuphela uVladimir Naumovich Levertov - uzoba nguMfundisi wangempela wangempela - wahlala engathí sina: - Uma ulahla isikhala, sizoyithatha esikhungweni. Kodwa cabanga: akukho igolide nezinye izinsimbi. Unabazali? Ngaphendula ukuthi umama wayengu-turner, futhi ubaba wayengu-locksmith. Futhi wezwa: - Uma udinga imali - yisho. Yilokho esasibafundisi! Ngakusasa mina nomama siya emtholampilo wama-orthopedic - mhlawumbe yedwa kuphela eMoscow. Kwabonisana konke, kepha lesi sigwebo sasidumaza: "Akukho lutho ongakwenza. Uphuthe isikhathi. Lapho esekhulile, kwakungenzeka ukubeka amabhande, futhi manje umhlathi usuvele usungulwe. " Ngendlela eya ekhaya umama wagxila: - Wena, ndodakazi, ukhathazekile kangaka? UNkulunkulu abe naye, nalesi sikhungo sabaculi! Futhi mina, nabychivshis, wathi: - Okufanayo ngizokwenza! Ngisho nalapho sekufika khona, sazwa ucingo. Bamemeza besuka emtholampilo: "Woza. Ake sizame ukwenza okuthile. Akufanele kube khona noma yikuphi okushiwo umuntu ukuthi aphule. " Ngaphambi kokuhlala esihlalweni, odokotela baxwayisa: "Kuyoba buhlungu kakhulu" - Ngagxuma; "Kuzodingeka sinqume ingxenye yegamu" - ukuvuma, ukumboza amehlo akhe. Amahora amabili, ngenkathi umsebenzi uqhubeka, akakaze amemeze. Ekugcineni, ukuvakasha okuyimpumelelo ku-GITIS kwafika ne-lip yokuvuvukala kanye ne-iron bracket kumazinyo angaphezulu, engasuswa kuphela ngonyaka wesibili. - Futhi umhlaba ekugcineni wabona ukumemeza odumile kuDegilev. Futhi abazali bakho basabela kanjani lapho ungena eGITIS? - Ngokuhlukile. Ubaba wathukuthele kakhulu: "Ndodakazi, uhlakaniphile kakhulu lapha - ungathanda ukuhamba kuphi, futhi ungumdlali we-actress. Kulungile yini? "Kodwa umama waya gogol. Wabeka itafula leholide, wamema umakhelwane wakhe. - Futhi nini le noveli yokuqala yenzeke? Futhi wayengubani, okhethiweyo wakho? - Inoveli yenzeke ngemva kwezinyanga ezimbalwa, kanti neqhawe lakhe lingumfundi waseYura Stoyanov. Usengumuntu okhangayo kakhulu, kodwa eminyakeni engamashumi amathathu edlule wayemangalisa kakhulu. Ubude obude, obuncane, obunamakhanda obuhlaza, obheke okwesibhakabhaka, ngaphandle - oyinhloko yezemidlalo esangweni.
Yini okufanele ngiyenze?
Ngemuva kwesigaba sokuqala, esasidlula kokubili, sithi, ngaleyo ndlela, hhayi ngokuphelele ngempumelelo, ngaphambana ne-Yura eholidini e-Odessa yakhe. Kwaze kwaba yilapho bebika ukufika, babanga ekhoneni elifihlekile baze bavele behlanya. Echaza, uSteyanov wathi: "Ngizokutshela ngabazali ngawe nami. Entwasahlobo sizoshada. " Futhi ngichitha amasonto amabili ngokuhlukanisa ngokwanele ukuqonda: ngothando udinga ukubopha. Uma kungenjalo, kuzodingeka ngithi okuhle emfundweni yami. Ngamemezela isinqumo sami kumthandi wami ngobusuku bokuqala ngemva kokubuya kwakhe. USteianov wahlupheka. Mayelana nalokhu, ngigubha amehlo ami ngethusa, ngabika abafundi esikanye nabo: "I-Yura ihlupheka kakhulu! Cishe ayidli futhi akalali nhlobo! "Nokho, ukuhlupheka kwakhe akuzange kuhlale isikhathi eside. Ekupheleni konyaka wokuqala wathatha intombazane enhle emnyangweni wezemidlalo. Ngesonto lomshado, sinezingane ezimbili esikoleni, esikwazi ukuvakashela othandekayo we-GITIS wokuqala omuhle ngaphambi kwami, wathumela isithunywa ku-Yura. Kwadingeka ameme iStoyanov kwenye yezindawo zokuhlala. Umnyango uvula, ikhanda lika-Yuri lishaya phansi. "Ufunani?" - Izwi liyancipha, amehlo aphikisana nezilaleli. - Woza. Hlala phansi. Kudingeka sikhulume, - siphendula. "Benzani?" Izinkinga ze-Yura nakakhulu. Kodwa usadlula futhi uhlala phansi. Siya phezulu phambi kwakhe ukuze sikhule futhi siqinise ingoma enozwela eyayithandwa ngaleso sikhathi:
Futhi uthando esasinalo kanye nani lwaluyisikhathi eside,
Mhlawumbe sasingalindelanga uthando,
Ngibize emshadweni, othandekayo wami,
Bona umakoti wakho ...
Kuphela kuphela
Ukuhlabelela ubuso obunzima, okwandisa ukuthuthumela kumazwi. Ngemuva kokulalela amazwi ethu kuze kube sekupheleni, Yurka, ngezinyembezi zokuhleka nokukhala "kweziwula!" Iphuma ezilalelini. - Khona-ke "ukuwanga kuze kube iphuzu lobuhlanya," kufanele ucabange, akuzange kuhla? - Akuhambanga. Indoda yami yokuqala yayiyiKyivan. Igama lakhe kwakunguVolodya. Wafika eMoscow ngohambo lwebhizinisi. Sahlangana emetroshini, ephikisana nemithetho yami. Kodwa uVolodya, ngokushesha nje lapho ezethula, washo ngokushesha: "Ntombazane, awufuni yini ukuya nami eBolshoi Theater namhlanje?" Angifuni, uma mina, uMuscovite, ngingakaze ngibe khona! Esikhathini sesithathu noma sesine ngemva kokumazi, uVolodya wangisondela eduze nesikhungo: "Baby, ngikulethe ikhekhe eKiev. Woza ehhotela kusihlwa - sizobe siphuze itiye. " Yini okufanele igcwalise itiye, ngaqonda kahle - ukuze ukulahlekelwa ubulili buhambe kahle. Kwangigcwalisa kakhulu ukuphila kwami. Amantombazane-afunda nabo awela phansi, adiliza imiphefumulo yawo futhi ekhala, esikhathini eside esidlule ayehlukanisa, futhi ngangisengumvu omnyama. Ngalokhu kwakudingeka ukwenza okuthile. Uhluphekile uVolodia washaqeka lapho eqaphela ukuthi usebe "iphayona". Ngangiziphatha njengomuntu onolwazi, ngabona abantu abaningi. Waphenduka kanjani, ukuthi waxolisa kanjani ... Futhi mina nge-grin enganaki ngiyekile: "Kungani uhamba lapho? Shiya lezi zizindla. Konke kuvamile. " Kwakhona, othile wayedlala ... uVolodya wayehloniphekile futhi, ngokusobala, wayenemizwa efudumele kimi. Ezinyangeni eziyisithupha kamuva, lapho ngifika eMoscow, ngahlangana naye esiteshini, ngazama ukuzichaza. Kodwa, lapho ngigcwalise umsebenzi wami, kwaba ukungathandeki ngokuphelele kimi. Ngisaphuma ehhotela, ngigxilile ekuhlangeneni kokuwa kwami, ngacabanga kuphela ngalokho okufanele ngitshele masinyane bonke abangane bami, ngijabulele imininingwane. - Ukuqeqeshwa kokuqeqeshwa kwenkambo yakho "Iningi le-Ado About Nothing" eliqondiswa uVladimir Levertov laba umcimbi. Abagxeka ikakhulukazi bamdumisa uBerice wakho ... - Kwakunjalo. Ngiyakhumbula (Angisakhumbuli!), Wabhala okuthile okufana nalokhu: uma ungakusho ngabanye abahlanganyeli ekusebenzeni ukuthi bangabafundi abahlakaniphile, uTatyana Dogileva, owadlala uBerice, ungumdlali owenza kahle. Kanjani! Ngenxa yokuphumelela komsebenzi wokuphothula iziqu, ngithole izimemo ezivela kumathiyetha amaningana. Kodwa okokuqala kwaya ku "Lenkom" esithuthukile, umqondisi wezobuciko lapho - ngokucela kukaLevertov - avumile ukungibona. UMarko Anatolievich Zakharov wayemnyama: - Konke, kucacile ... Ukukhathazeka ngale ndlela ... Kodwa wena, njengoba uphumelele esivumelwaneni awuvumelani? - Angivumi. - Anginazo izithuba. Kukhona umdlalo owodwa, ufana nokucubungula kwangaphambili. Kwakungeyona ngisho nokuphindaphindiwe, kwakuwukufunda nje. Kodwa kunjani inkampani! Yankovsky, Zbruev ... Bobabili bahleka njalo kimi. Ungagudluli, hhayi ukucasula - ngakho, ngenxa yothando lokuphila. Umkhathi we "Leikom" wawumnandi, ngangikhathazeka kakhulu ukusebenza lapho, kodwa uZakharov akazange athembise noma yini, futhi lapho ngimemela umsizi weGeorgy Tovstonogov, ngaya "ekubukeni" eBDT. Babekulungele ukungithatha khona lapho, kodwa ngasekupheleni kohambo lwami ukuya eSt. Petersburg ngathola indima yami yokuqala ebhayisikobho - emasontweni ambalwa ukudubula kwaqala. U-Tovstonogov wahlukumeza amahlombe akhe: "Ngakho-ke, ake eze ngemuva kokuqopha. Yenza kubasebenzi. " - Futhi yayiyini le movie? - Okubi kakhulu emlandweni wesintu. Kwakubizwa ngokuthi "iSwawayway Passenger" futhi kwakufanele kugxilise abantu abasha ukuba bangeniswe esikoleni sokufundela umsebenzi. Ngidlala i-plasterer encane uNinka Babaitseva. - Kubonakala sengathi ngokudubula lesi sithombe uhlangane nendoda eyaba ngumyeni wakho? - Ngizocacisa: umyeni wokuqala. Ukuhlunga kwenzeka eNkundleni yaseKrasnodar. Ulwandle lwaluqhuma, konke kwaqhakaza. Akunakwenzeka ukuthi ungathandani nalokhu "indawo". Futhi ngathandana. Kumangazi. Ilungu lokugcina leqembu lefilimu - "ku-clapper." Esikhathini ngasinye isayithi kukhona umuntu omemezelayo: ifilimu enjalo, enjalo kabili njengaleyo, ne-wand on the plaque - bang. U-Alexander wabonakala sengathi uhle kakhulu kuNkulunkulu futhi cishe wayehlakaniphile. Ngiphindela ekhaya, ngatshela abazali bami ukuthi ngihlangana nomuntu oyinhloko empilweni yami. Umama, eminyakeni emine eyedlule, wangivumela ukuba ngilale nabaqondisi, nginqume: "Ukuhlala ndawonye ngaphandle kwehhovisi lokubhalisa - ungacabangi ngakho! Ngakho ushade - ke-ke sicela! "Kubonakala sengathi," isibusiso "sakhe sasakazwa kuphela kubenzi befilimu. Upapa uthe uzobamema wonke umzana wendawo yakuleli eduze neMoscow ukuya emshadweni.
Ukuwa
Ngaphambi kokuba ngithole isikhathi sokukhipha i-suitcase engangiye kuyo ukudubula ngokugcwele, "uZakharov wabiza:" Tatiana, ufika kanjani? " Sithembele ngawe, silindele ukuthi uzoba neNelya ku-Imoto Yomshoshaphansi ka-Arbuzov, futhi useluhlu lwabadlali be-Tovstonogov lokusebenza okufanayo? "Kodwa, uMark Anatolyevich, awuzange ungithembise lutho olucacile!" "Ungasithembisi kanjani lokho?" Yankovsky noZbruev badumisa wena ize, enkundleni yaseshashalazini ufike enkantolo. Yebo, usuvele ubhalisile! Khona-ke, abantu abanolwazi bangichazela amaqiniso amabili ajwayelekile: emhlabeni wonke wezemidlalo yonke into eyaziwa ngokushesha - kanye, abaqondisi abakhulu abayithandi kakhulu lapho osebenza nabo beqeda abadlali kubo - ababili. Kwaphela amasonto amaningana ngaya eLenk futhi ngibheke igama lami kuhlelo lokuhlela. Wayengekho ngisho nasesixukwini. Amantombazane kakade ezwa ukuwa kwawo, futhi ngangisengumfana. Ngalokhu kwakudingeka wenze okuthile isikhathi. Ukuzwa ngento engenzi lutho, into eyodwa yanezelwa - ngabona ukuthi angizange ngithande umlingani wami. Wabuthana ngomoya futhi wamema uSasha ukuba ahlehlise umshado. Ephendula, wezwa: "Khona-ke ukufa." Kwadingeka ngiye ehhovisi lokubhalisa. Njengoba sishadile, sasihlala endaweni yokuhlala - igumbi elincanyana lalinikwa umshini omncane, lapho ubaba esebenza khona. Ngichitha izinsuku eziningi ngidlala umkami: ngageza, ngine-ironing, ngipheka, ngibheka izimbiza. Futhi kusihlwa, ekhathele ukugcinwa kwezindlu, wahlala ekhishini, waphonsa ikhanda ezandleni zakhe futhi wacabanga: "Ingabe kufanele ngizibambe?" Ngenhlanhla, uZakharov wanginika indima encane, engenamagama eShatrov's Revolutionary Etude. Ukusebenza kwahilela uJankovsky, uLeonov, uPeltzer. Kulesi simo, ngase ngilungele ukukhombisa isithombe esikude! Futhi nganginenhlanhla ukufaka isithombe seTheory of Free Love. UZakharov wabeka lo msebenzi: "Futhi bheka, uTatyana, ehlathini oludakisayo, ukhuphukela enkundleni, uthathe ingilazi ngamanzi avela esibukhulwini bese uyithenga nge-languor efanayo!" Ngagxilisa zonke izingxenye zomzimba, ngifinyelela esigodini, ngingazange ngithathe ingilazi ... Futhi wayejabule kakhulu lapho ebona ukumomotheka okulula ebusweni bukaMark Anatolyevich. Kuyadabukisa, angizange ngivele kule ndima ngaphambi komphakathi. Ngaphambi nje kokuqala, uZakharov wanquma ukuthi kufanele ngidlale isikhulu sezinsizakalo esincane uSapozhnikov. Ngangethusa - indima ebalulekile, ngesithombe esinkimbinkimbi, ngombhalo. Siyabonga uNkulunkulu, kuphumelele. Ukusebenza kwaba impumelelo enkulu, ngadunyiswa, kuhlanganise noMarko Anatolievich, ogama lakhe elimnandi kimi elibaluleke kakhulu kunezingxoxo eziyinkulungwane ze-friymy. Ngangijabula kakhulu. Kodwa kuphela endaweni yaseshashalazini, ngoba lapha ukhohlwe ngokuphelele ngesimo sakhe esishadile. Hamba ekhaya, lapho kufanele ukhulume ngento ethile nomuntu owaba ngumfokazi, engafuni. Futhi ukulala naye embhedeni owodwa - ngokujwayelekile ummese okhaliphile. Sasihlukanisa izinyanga ezintathu emva komshado. Ngangingu-initiator. USasha wasekela lesi sinyathelo - kulula ngokumangalisayo. Ngicabanga ukuthi ngaleso sikhathi wayesevele enentombi. Kunoma yikuphi, ngemva kwezinyanga eziyisithupha ehlukana nami, u-Alexander wayephinde futhi, manje ngenjabulo, eshadile.
Amakhono okwenza
Ngokusobala, imvelo yaseningizimu yadlala noSasha inhlanhla efanayo njengami. Ngaqala ukukhohliswa, okwathi lapho ngiphindela eMoscow ngaqhuma. Kuphela kwamehlo ami isithandwa sothando sasilele ngaphambi kokuba sibe nesakhe. - Usuqale ukuphinda uhlaziye indima ye-Nely "Emidlalweni Yama-Cruel", kakade, ube ngowesifazane okhululekile? - Yebo, lezi zenzakalo ezimbili zihlangene. "Umdlalo onesihluku" ... Ekuzifundiseni kwalokhu kusebenza, ngafunda ukuthi uZakharov angaba kanjani ongenamusa. Ngempela, uhlakaniphile kakhulu, ngakho-ke ushaya isiguli ngokwakhe. Ukuze uhlazise, bhubhisa, Mark Anatolievich inkulumo eyodwa eyanele. Kuze kube manje, ubuso bakhe bubekwe ngeso lengqondo, futhi ezindlebeni zakhe kukhona izwi elikhuni: "Ta-a-nya! I-Ta-a-nya! Uma uthisha ehlezi lapha - bathi, ngamanye amathalenta, - ngakho-ke bonisa okungenani into ... "Ngacishe ngigxeka ukuthuka:" Mina? Uke wahlela? Uthi uLevertov wangicela ukuba ngibheke? "La mazwi agxilile emqaleni wami:" Yebo, ngidlala iTovstonogov manje, uma ungangikhohlisi ukuba ngiye kuwe! U-Efros ungibizile nami! Ngokuvamile, uma ufuna ukwazi, njengamaqebelengwane ashisayo! "Ukuma phakathi kwesiteji kuchotshozwa ngokuphelele - njengokungathi i-iceberg ingishaye. Linda, ukuthi othile uzongenela, akukho lutho. Wonke umuntu ubheka kude. UColya Karachentsov kuphela oza ngemuva bese ehleka kancane: "Uyini? Ungabi omuncu! Lapho ehlaselwa, amehlo ami phansi futhi athi kimi: "Isiwula ngokwakhe, isiwula ..." Ngesinye isikhathi, ekhelini lakhe, wezwa kuMark Anatolyevich: "Angikwazi ukukubuka! Uma ngivula amehlo ami manje, ngizokutshela lokhu, ukuthi kuyesabeka! "Futhi konke lokhu ngenhliziyo evuthayo, ngokusebenzisa amazinyo ahlanganisiwe. Yini emva kwamagama anjalo? Balekela esiteji - futhi ungabuyi? Wamphakamisa futhi wahlupheka. Njengawo wonke umuntu. "Abakwa-Autocrat" bambalwa kakhulu abantu abasindisiwe. Ngaya kuYankovsky, noKarachentsov, no-Abdulov. Izikhathi eziningana ngibone ukuthi ngisho namadoda emva kokuhlazeka komphakathi akhala. Yebo ukuthi lapho bekhala - bekhala! Lesi simo sathuthukiswa yiqiniso lokuthi ngithandana noZakharova. Yebo, futhi kwakungeke kwenzeke ukuthi ungathandani naye. Umlingisi wezemidlalo yakhe, ongenamaphiko onolwazi, othakazelisayo ... Lapho evele ephakanyiswe esihlalweni somqondisi, wagijima waya esiteji, waqala ukubonisa okuthile, angizange ngibe nombono owodwa wokubonga, kepha inhliziyo yami yaqhwaba ngokujabula. Abaningi, o, abaningi bangenakuphikisa, babonise uMark Anatolyevich isithakazelo somuntu! Kodwa akazange akwenze, futhi okomile okhathazekile kwakuwukuthi abadlali bezobuciko babonise kuphela ukubukeka okubhekayo iNkosi eyayikhipha ngezikhathi ezithile. Angizange 'ngiphume' lokhu. UMark Anatolyevich wayengenalo injabulo ngalokho engangikukwenza esiteji. Manje ngiyaqonda: wayenesizathu esihle. Ngingumchwepheshe omkhulu kuye? Isiqu sejoro, esingenalo ulwazi, akukhokhono lokuba nomzimba, imizwelo ... Ngenkinga enkulu yokuphelelwa ithemba, ukucubungula kwaqala. Ebusuku, ekamelweni lapho kwakungekho muntu kodwa mina, ngokuzumayo kwakukhona izibungu. Ngivule amehlo ami, ngabona abesifazane asebekhulile begqoke emakhaleni amnyama emi emagumbini ...
Luck phambili
Eyeshumi isimiso sezinzwa sisasamandla futhi siyakwazi ukubhekana nezivivinyo. Ngokushesha nje lapho ngiqala ukuthola into kancane futhi inkosi kusukela ekuthotshweni idluliselwe udumo olungenaphutha, abesifazane abadala balala. "Imidlalo yama-brutal" isikhathi eside ayizange yamukele. Ukudlala kwalezo zikhathi kwaba nesibindi ngempela. Abalingiswa abakhulu badumala empilweni yaseMuscovites encane, eyayilindelwe okuningi "kwi-Khrushchev thaw", kodwa yayiphutha ngokulindela kwabo. Ezinye zezikhulu ezivela emasikweni ngokushesha zabiza lo mdlalo ngokuthi "ukunyundela kwamaqiniso aseSoviet." Ekugcineni - ngemuva kokushintsha izingxoxo ezibucayi kakhulu - umdlalo wadedelwa. Impumelelo yayiyizithulu. Abacwaningi babamba imali ekhanyekayo yamathikithi - ayishumi, izikhathi ezingamashumi amabili ngaphezu kokubheka ubuso. Kwangibonakala kimi: manje sengithole imisebenzi "Lenkom" kuze kube yimhlalaphansi. Kodwa inkathi eyodwa idlule, ababili, abathathu, abane ... Ngisadlala uNelyu "Emidlalweni Yomdlandla", lapho omunye wabalingiswa abuzwa: "Uneminyaka emingaki?" Ngaphendula: "Nineminyaka engu-19." "Uqamba amanga," leli qhawe livuma, futhi njalo ngonyaka, kufanele ngivume, njalo kusihlwa ngemva kokudubula, mina noMilonov sasidla endaweni yokudlela yase-Astoria, sabe sesihamba ebusuku ebusuku, sisho uLoverrad, sithemba ukubonana futhi.