Ngizoshada nomuntu othandekayo

Sahlangana esikoleni sokuphothula iziqu esikoleni. Ngangiyintombazane enhle isikhathi eside, angizange ngiye kuma-discos namaqembu, angizange ngizizwe iphunga lophuza utshwala. Yebo, ngandlela-thile akazange akhange ukuzijabulisa okunjalo. Nakuba kungekho muntu ongivaliwe ekhaya, akazange avimbele inkululeko. Ngangingathandi nje ngokwami. Ngakho-ke, ibhola lokuphothula iziqu kimi liye laqala ukubonakala kokuqala emhlabeni, engangikulungiselela ngokucophelela: ingubo yokuhleleka, i-hairdo, ukwakheka - ama-stylists amahle kakhulu, isibalo - umzimba we-bodyflex. Futhi ukulindela kothando ... Wangimemela emdansheni omncane, futhi ngangihamba ngenjabulo. U-Ruslan wayehluke kakhulu kubo bonke engifunda nabo: isikhumba esimnyama, amehlo ashisayo omnyama, isibalo sezemidlalo. Wiletha naye eholidini umngane, owayefunde esikoleni sethu.
"Ungubani igama lomuntu ongaziwa kahle?" - ngokushesha waya esenzweni esisebenzayo.
"U-Alena," ngathi, akuzwakala kahle.
"Sizokwazi, uRuslan," futhi sicindezela eduze kunokuba kufanele kube ngomdanso ophuthumayo.
Sashintsha kwisigqi somculo obushelelezi, njengama-seaweed emanzini. Ngangikhuthaza iphunga lakhe futhi ngokungazelelwe ngakhumbula lolu hlelo mayelana nama-pheromones engangiwabuka ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule: "Ngempela, ingabe kukhona ikhemikhali ngempela ebuhlotsheni? Ngisamazi ngempela, kodwa sengivele ngimangele ngaye! "Indaba yezinganekwane yahlala izinyanga ezimbalwa. Ngafunda uthando, ngaba umfundi okhuthele. Konke kwakusha, okungajwayelekile: isipiliyoni, ukulindela komhlangano, izinkinga zomuntu othandekayo kanye ... isidingo sokuthethelela ...

Kwakudingeka ngikwenze njalo kaningi, nakuba bengingaqondi izizathu zecala lami. Intombazane engenalwazi, efundiswe kahle ezimisweni eziyisisekelo zokunakekelwa, inhlonipho, ukubekezelelana. Ayinelisekanga? - Kwakudingeka ukuthula. Ingabe uxabana? - Kuwukusola. Kodwa ngenye indlela ngangingafuni. Kuthandiwe nje ... Ezinyangeni eziyisithupha kamuva, sengivele ngiqalile ukumbamba ngalolu thando. Ukuhlambalaza kuncike kimi njengebhakede. Ngangimangalela ngakho konke: Angizange ngimbheke le ndoda isikhathi eside kakhulu, ngaya ekhaya ngisuka esikhungweni isikhathi eside, ngibhala inombolo yefoni yomfundi esikoleni esikoleni, angikhulumi ngokusheshisayo uma ehlukanisa: "Ngiyamthanda", ehleka ngendlela engafanele ...
Ngemva kwesikhashana, ngaqala ukuzwa ngithukuthele. Ekuqaleni ngazama ukusungula ubuhlobo, ukuqonda uhlamvu lwakhe oluyinkimbinkimbi, kodwa ngezinye izikhathi inzondo enjalo yavuka eyesabeka. Kwakukhuni ukukholelwa ukuthi indaba yezinganekwane yayingumbukiso wesepha, i-pacifier. Ngezikhathi ezinjalo, ngimbonisa ngothando ngothando lwami, njengokungathi uzama ukuzitshela ngandlela-thile. Lokhu kwaqhubeka iminyaka emihlanu. Wonke umuntu uye wajwayele ubudlelwane bethu "obuthandekayo," ukuhleka nokusibiza ngokuthi "umndeni wase-Italy". Futhi-ke, bebanesithakazelo ngosuku lomshado. Ngangikhukhulwa kule mibuzo ngoba uRussilan wanginika isandla kanye nenhliziyo ngonyaka emva kokuhlangana kwethu.

Ngisho-ke saqala ukuxabana kakhulu , ngoba ukubekezela kwami ​​kwakungeke kwanele. Ngangifaka amangalela njalo, futhi ngokwemvelo wayengawuthandi: "Kanjani?" Ingabe abesifazane bayakwazi ukukhuluma? Kufanele ujabule, ngoba ngikufundisa impilo, udidekile! "- wangitshela ngandlela-thile, futhi ngangiqala ukumshaya. URuslan wamangala, kepha wesaba kakhulu. Kwaphela isikhathi esithile washintsha kancane, wayeka ukukhononda kuze kube phakade, wangihaqa ngothando nangothando: emva kwakho konke, wangithanda, kodwa futhi ngendlela yakhe. Yilapho inkulumo ethi "ibe ngumkami" izwakala, ephindaphindiwe kaningi, kodwa ngezinye izikhathi. Ngiphendule impendulo ... Uma uRussilan eshiya elinye idolobha izinyanga ezintathu: lo mnyango wamyala ukuba aqale umsebenzi wegatsha labo elisha. Enhliziyweni yami, ngangijabule ukuphefumula, ngoba ezikhathini zamuva uvele engenakubekezelela. Ngosuku lokuqala lokuhamba kwakhe, ngahamba nabangani bami e-cafe. Sasizibonela kakhulu: uRuslan wayekholelwa ukuthi ayimbi kimi. Siphumule, kodwa ekuphakameni komdabu ngivule ibhodlela le-champagne kumfana ohlezi etafuleni elikude.

Wadonsela ikhanda lakhe ngokukwesaba okukhulu kusukela emahlombe akhe , ekulindele isifufula sempi. U-Ruslan kule nkinga ngabe ungibizile ngokunembile, ngakho angizange ngilindele okuhle kulo mfana. Nganginalo isici "esiphundu" esinjalo: ezandleni zaso sonke into ephukile, yawa, yaphahlazeka. URurlana uye waba nomsindo njalo. Kodwa umfana wamomotheka futhi wathi ngenjabulo:
"Sekuyisikhathi eside ngiphupha ngokugeza ku-champagne!" Ngenza umsindo, futhi wangicela inombolo yami yocingo. Ngethuka ngalokho engikwenzayo, ngibhala phansi izinombolo ku-napkin. UVlad wangithumelela ekhaya. Saqala ukuhlangana. Ezinyangeni ezintathu zanyuka njenge-instant. Angizange ngijabule isikhathi eside! Yebo, futhi anginakuqhathanisa nalokhu: Ngineminyaka engu-Ruslan kuphela empilweni yami yonke. UVlad wayehluke kanjani kuye! Ngisho nokungabikho kwami ​​kwengqondo akuzange kumthukuthelele, wangibiza ngokuthi: "Inhlekelele engithandayo." URussilan wabiza zonke izinsuku futhi wangiphatha kabi ngocingo. UVlad wayazi ngaye, ngokushesha ngimtshela konke. Naphezu kwalokhu, ngaphambi kokufika kukaRuslan, wanginika isipho futhi mina ... wavuma! Ngaphambi kokufika endizeni uRussilan wangibiza. Ngaphendula. Ihendisethi yayithuthumela. Waphinde wathi into ehlambalaza, futhi, efuna ukukhipha lokho okwakushiwo, wangicela:

"Uzoke uthathe isinqumo ngomshado?" Ngangena emoyeni emaphashini ami futhi ngiphumelela ngomoya owodwa, ngicabanga:
"Kuyoba nomshado." Kodwa, alamu, hhayi nawe ... Angikaze ngizwe iziqalekiso ezinjalo empilweni yami! Ruslana, angikaze ngibone ...
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