Kubonakala sengathi kusukela ngosuku lokufa okudabukisayo komyeni wami u-Andrew kwakungekho izinyanga eziyisithupha, kodwa iminyaka eminingana. Lezi zinsuku kwakunzima kakhulu kimi nakumamazala, kodwa ngaphezu kwakho konke ngathola indodakazi yami - u-Anechka oneminyaka emine ubudala: umshayeli ophuzile wabamba uyise phambi komntwana. Ngemva kwalokho, wayeka ukukhuluma. Kulungile. Novemba 12
Nganquma ukugcina idayari ukubhala lokho okushintshayo ekuphileni kwethu. Namuhla, mina no-Anya saphinda saya esikhungweni sengqondo sezingane. Futhi imibuzo efanayo yesazi, isivele isilingise izimpendulo zami. Kusuka kwengcweti yengqondo ngizwa ukuthi "ukuthula kwentombazane kungenxa yengozi engathí sina yengqondo." Akukho okusha. Isitatimende samaqiniso, futhi akukho usizo lwangempela, asikho iseluleko esiwusizo. Ekuqaleni ngacabanga ukuthi u-Anechka wayethukile kakhulu, ngakho-ke wayethula. Kodwa ngesonto ngemuva kwalolu daba, u-Anya akazange akhulume. Ngezinye izikhathi uthola umbono wokuthi ufuna ngempela ukusho okuthile.
Ngilalele la mazwi angenalutho, kodwa ... izinyembezi ezimbili kuphela ezinkulu ezivela emehlweni amantombazane ethukile - ngeke asho lutho.
14 Novemba
Ngalobo busuku u-Anechka weza egijimela kimi ngezinyembezi. Cishe nsuku zonke ngemva kwamabili uvuka ekhukhumezekile. Ngicabanga ukuthi uthola ama-nightmares. Kodwa ngeke akhulume ngakho ... Ngacula ingane yakhe eyintandokazi iLillaby futhi ngigubha izandla: incane kangaka, ngakho-ke ayizinsizi ... Futhi izolo uthisha uthe u-Anechka wachazwa ngesikhathi sokuthula. Ngaphambilini, lokhu akuzange kwenzeke kuye. Kuyaphuthuma ukufuna udokotela onolwazi ...
Novemba 18
Siye sahlola, sidlule noma senze indawo yase-US. Zonke izihlungi zika-Anne zihlelekile.
Novemba 29
Mina no-Anyuta weza ngaphambili enkulisa. Kwakudingeka athathwe ngemuva kocingo lothisha. U-Elena Eduardovna uthe izingane ziyesaba kakhulu, "u-Anechka unamahloni. Ekhaya, u-Anne wakhala, waze waphupha iphupho lakhe. Angisazi ukuthi ubani ongaya kuyo nokuthi yini okumelwe akwenze. Mhlawumbe uthathe iholidi amasonto ambalwa? Thina bobabili ngeke siphazamise konke okunye.
Disemba 8
Ngiya eholidini. Kuphela inyanga okufanele ngizame ukuphulukisa indodakazi yami! Ngiyimbheka usuku lonke, kodwa angiqondi lutho nhlobo! Ukuhamba, ukuthula, ngezinye izikhathi ukumomotheka, ukulalela ngokucophelela inganekwane ... Khona-ke ngokuzumayo uqala ukukhala. Ngobusuku u-Anechka wazivala egumbini futhi waqala ukudweba. Angizange ngiziphazamise, ngifinyelele emcimbini womnyango. Wathatha amahora ambalwa - ngokuzumayo, ngokuzithoba ...
9 Disemba
Ingabe ukuhlanza futhi kwafinyelela imidwebo yezingane efihlwe ngemuva kombhede. Ngabheka ubuciko buka-Anina futhi ngethusa - amabala amnyama eshidi lonke, futhi akukho lutho! Futhi ngaphansi kwemidwebo wathola "ingcebo" yendodakazi yakhe: uboya kababa, ukukhanya kwakhe futhi enye yezithombe zokugcina lapho u-Andrei ephonsa khona nanoma yikuphi u-Anyuta, futhi uyadumala kakhulu. Ngokuphindaphindiwe ngibheka imidwebo ... Sidinga ukubona udokotela. Ngabe ungatholaphi ochwepheshe obuhle?
11 Disemba
Udokotela omusha akatholakali okwamanje, wachitha usuku lonke efonini nakumaforamu ku-Inthanethi ukuze afunde kabanzi mayelana namacala afanayo. Futhi ebusuku - futhi ukukhala kuka-Anin, ishidi elinomsoco necala, elifihliwe emaceleni kwamehlo aluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka.
14 Disemba
Namuhla kwaba esinye isazi sokusebenza kwengqondo. Amagama afanayo, imibuzo efanayo, iseluleko esifanayo. Konke akushoyo, ngiyazi esikhathini esidlule. Uma nje umuntu engisize! Angiwuthathi u-Anya enkulisa, ngoba kuhamba kakhulu kunokuba ekhaya.
16 Disemba
Siya kumama. Yiqiniso, konke kuzoshintsha lapho: esinye isimo, kanti nanoma yiyiphi i-Anyuta ayengamhloniphi ugogo wakhe! Ngithemba ukuthi izinguquko zizozuzisa u-Anya.
Disemba 21
Kulolu suku kwakubonakala kimi ukuthi indodakazi yami yayingcono kakhulu, yayingakalili izinsuku ezimbalwa. Ngemva kokudla kwasemini sonke sasiyothengisa ndawonye, umama wanquma ukunikeza udokotela kumzukulu wakhe. Ngokushesha kwacaca ukuthi lezi zindaba zavuselela intombazane yami: ekubukeni kwakukhona ukulinda okuningi! Kodwa emgwaqweni, omunye umshayeli we "Zhiguli" ngokuzumayo wavutha kakhulu ... U-Anya wayibamba kuze kube kusihlwa ... "Ngaphandle kosizo lwezobuchwepheshe, ngokuqinisekile ngeke akwazi ukuphuma esimweni sakhe" - lokhu kungumqondo kamama wami ngokuzwakalayo.
Disemba, 25
Umama weza esitolo futhi nje uyavutha. Kuvela ukuthi umakhelwane wakhe welule udokotela. Uthi usebenzisa izindlela ezingezona zendabuko zokwelapha. Kungakanani ukuvakashelwa kwalesi sisebenzi esimangaliso, umama akazange abone, kodwa ngizokwenza konke, ukuze ngizwe izwi elizwakalayo lezinyoni zami.
Disemba 27
Mina no-Anya sathola le dokotela "ongavumelani" ... Wanikela nge-hypnosis kanye nokwelapha nge ... izilwane. Udokotela wathi amahhashi noma amahlengethwa asiza kakhulu. Kodwa awukwazi ukubona ngezikhathi, ngakho waseluleka ukuba nenja.
Disemba 28
Omunye ubusuku ngaphandle kokulala, umbhede omanzi, abahlambalazi ... Nginomdlavuza obunzima kakhulu, kodwa uma inja isisiza indodakazi yami, angikhathaleli nge-allergies. Namuhla sibuyela ekhaya (umama uyahamba, ufuna, ahlangane nathi ngonyaka omusha futhi agubhe uKhisimusi), futhi kusasa sizoya "kwi-Bird Market" ye-puppy.
Disemba 30
Izolo saya enja, futhi sabuyela ngezinyane. Saya yonke indlela. U-Anechka wabheka izilwane njengokungathi wayefuna ukuthatha nabo bonke. Ngabona-ukuthi indodakazi ayikwazi ukunquma nganoma iyiphi indlela. Bese uhlangana nowesifazane omile owomile: "Thatha inja! Ngizokunika mahhala, ngifanele ngikunamathisele kubantu abalungile ... "U-Anya wabeka izandla zakhe encekwini, wamcindezela, wabe esengibhekile, engangikuqonda ngokushesha: ukukhethwa kwenziwa. Ubusuku bokuqala bokuthula! Akukho ukukhala, akukho ukumemeza. Umbhede owomile. Futhi uBarkik ohlengiwe ulala nendodakazi entsha ... Ngingakwazi ukuphumula ngokuthula ... Ngikhathele!
6 kuJanuwari
Ngaphambi Konyaka Omusha nokulindela izinguquko ezinhle. Ziyiqiniso ngempela: sasineBarsik, kodwa izinyembezi kanye nabahlaziyi banyamalala. Kodwa indlu isisodwa ukuthula okucindezelayo. Umama utshela izindaba ze-Anechka ukuthi izilwane ngoKhisimusi zisho ngezwi lomuntu. Omncanyana uyamlalela futhi amomotheka ngokucophelela nangokuthokoza.
7 kaJanuwari
Namuhla mhlawumbe usuku olujabulisayo kakhulu ekuphileni kwami! Ngobusuku bokugcina, lapho ngiphakamisa indodakazi yami ukuba ilele, ikati, ihlanza, yayibeka embhedeni wayo. Futhi ngokuzumayo u-Anya wathi: "Mama, ngivusa ekuseni kusasa, ngifuna ukuzwa ukuthi uBarkik uzakusho kimi." UNkulunkulu wezwa imithandazo yami noma iseluleko sikadokotela omuhle asize - akunandaba. Into eyinhloko - isimangaliso, ekugcineni kwenzeka, futhi ilanga lami likwazi ukukhuluma futhi!