Ubuntu obuvelele buhluke kubantu abavamile ngokuthi izintshisekelo zabo zihlukene, ezibanzi. Kodwa naphezu kwalokhu, empilweni yonke, inhliziyo yabo ithembeke kuphela kumfazi oyedwa ababahloniphayo futhi abadumisa, abakhulekela njengendlu engcwele.
Ngifuna ukukutshela namuhla ngothando lomuntu odumile - u-Alexander Herzen, umbhali, umbhali, isazi sefilosofi, uguquko.
E-1835 ekude, ngemva kwezinyanga ezimbalwa ejele, u-Alexander Herzen wathunjelwa eVatatka. Ukuphila kokuthunjwa kukaHerzen esifundeni saseVavatka kwaphela iminyaka emithathu, kuthatha isikhathi esiningi ukubona ukuthi empilweni yakhe kukhona uthando lwawo wonke ukuphila - umzala wakhe uNatasha Zakharina.
Ukubhekisela kuViatka kwasiza le nsizwa ukuba ikhule ibe indoda evuthiwe, mhlawumbe ngaphandle kwalesi sikhathi sokuphila kwayo, besingeke sazi umlobi onethalente nalomphakathi njengoba kamuva waba uHerzen.
Mayelana nophondo lwakhe uHerzen wasabela ngokudelela, ehleka ngokudabukisayo izakhamizi zesifundazwe, ehlambalaza ngamabomu izikhulu zikaViatka, inhlebo nokuhleba. Yonke impilo yezenhlalakahle kanye namasiko yayivezwe ku-irven acrid irony. UHerzen wabiza uViatka ngokuthi "inhlanzi", futhi akumangalisi, ngoba "umvakashi" osemncane wafika emaphandleni aseRussia ngenhloso yokuthakazelisa, ukuhlela imikhosi nokudukisa abesifazane. Ngokushesha u-Herzen wesifundazwe washaya amandla, ngoba lapha akakwazanga ngisho ukugqoka izimpahla zokugqoka ezingenisiwe. Kuyathakazelisa ukuqaphela ukuthi ngaphezu kwezingubo zokugqoka, uHerzen waletha naye emabhokisini aseVatka ngewayini eliqhakazile nemali eningi. Ubani ovela kubantu abasha engathandi ukuphuza!
U-Natalia Zakharyina wayazi ngokuzijabulisa nokulutha kuka-Alexander, kodwa wayengenakusiza, wathola amandla okumela umthandi wakhe, ngoba wabhala izincwadi ezinjalo ezivela enhliziyweni ngemizwa yakhe. Wambiza ngokuthi ingelosi yakhe yobuhle obuhlanzekile.
Ngempela, uthando lukaHerzen lwalukhulu futhi luqinile. U-Natalia - wayengumgomo wakhe, lapho ayefisa khona ukubuyela ngawo wonke amandla akhe. Kodwa ngamakhilomitha amaningi ukusuka eMoscow, ukuziphendukela kwemvelo kwaba mnandi, imizwa engokomoya. Njengoba bethi, ama-hormone athatha umonakalo. UHerzen wayenabanye abaningi besifazane.
Indlu encane kaHerstene yayihamba kancane kancane njengodaka oludakiwe, ngoba njalo kusihlwa kwakunezintuthwane ezinkulu, zomsindo nezidakwa lapha. "Umsindo wezinyunyana ungikhumbuza ukudakwa kwentsha, lapho imibono ephakeme iphupha khona, njengemfucumfucu," - ezincwadini zakhe uHerzen wazithethelela ukuziphatha kukaNatalie njalo njalo wathembisa ukuthi ukudakwa sekuphelile, kodwa kusihlwa kwafika " abangane ", futhi futhi iViatka yasebusuku yayishukunyiswa ngezwi elikhulu lokudla ehostlini likaHerzen. Futhi uNatalia osemusha wayekulindele othandekayo wakhe ekuthunjweni ...
Iningi lamanoveli lenziwa nguHerzen eViatka, iningi lalo lalivele lihlekisa futhi lishaqeka umphakathi wesifundazwe. Capital "Lovelace" ngekhono wagijima ikhanda hhayi kuphela vyatchankam encane, kodwa matatons abanolwazi Vatka. Umsakazo omkhulu kakhulu wathola uxhumano wakhe nomkakhe. Ukuthandana kwabo kwakusondelene, futhi kwenzeka nokuthi owesifazane ngokuzumayo waba umfelokazi. UHelzen wabe esenquma ukungena emhlathini futhi wenqaba ukumshada. Umama womphakathi wayenamahloni kakhulu. U-Herzen waphunyuka kule simo esingajabulisi ngesimo esimnandi - ekupheleni kuka-1837, esilandela isinqumo sika-Alexander II, wasuswa esikhundleni sokuthunjwa, wathunyelwa eVladimir.
U-Natalia wayazi ngokukhohlisa kukaHerzen, kodwa uthando lweqiniso luyakwazi ukubekezelela nokuthethelela. Ukuthandana kwabo kwakunothando, kuhle, njengezincwadi zothando. U-Natalia wayenguHerzen okudalwa okuqhakazile kunazo zonke emhlabeni. Futhi akuvumelekile yini ukuthethelela umuntu konke ngoba ufana noNkulunkulu kuye?
U-Natalia no-Herzen babeshadile ngasese, bengakatholanga imvume yomzali yokushada. Ngothando lwabo, kwakungekho imingcele yomphakathi. Zonke izimpilo zabo bahlala ndawonye.
Uthando lwencwadi lukhona ngisho nakubantu bangempela. Funda ukuthethelela futhi ujabule!