Ukubukeka
Eqinisweni, imibiko mayelana nayo ihlelwe. U-Apeksimova wathola kuye amandla okuguqula - wabhubhisa izinkolelo. Akasabonakali izithombe ezenziwe ngomumo, uyakhangwa yizintambo kanye nokwakheka komlingiswa esiteji, kumabhayisikobho nasempilweni yangempela. Ngaphezu kwalokho, u-Irina uyisibonelo esicacile sokungafani phakathi kokungafani, okungukuthi, imicabango yangaphakathi nangaphandle yomuntu. Ababhekayo bajwayele ukubona lo mdlali njengendoda enomusa futhi ebandayo, nakuba eqinisweni u-Ira ungumuntu okhungathekile, othinta, ovulekile futhi ojabule kakhulu. Lo Odessa wangempela! Wayesekuqaleni kwendawo yokubuyiselwa kwemidlalo: abazali bakhe babengabalingisi beklasi, umama wakhe wasebenza njengomculi oyinhloko emdlalweni womculo womculo, futhi lapho u-Irina eba neminyaka engu-13 waya esikoleni esithile esiyingqayizivele. Ukungena emasimini okuphila kwakhe komuntu siqu ukubhubhisa lezo zitembu eziningi ezizungeze igama lomdlali we-actress.
Isithombe se-lady-vamp sathinteka kuye ngemuva kwefilimu ethi "Umkhawulo" oqondiswa nguDenis Evstigneev, "Futhi isitimela sabekwa." Yiqiniso, ngibona ukubonakala kwamakhosikazi ebhizinisi, abengameli bezinkampani ezinkulu, kuthelevishini. Ngidlala labo, ngizama ukubiza umbhalo ngokusekelwe ohlelweni lukaStanislavsky nokuhlangenwe nakho kwami, kuyilapho kimi wonke lawa ma-bhizinisi, ama-fax kanye namakhompiyutha ehlathini elinyene. "
Kodwa u-Apeksimova waqhubeka edlala eqinile futhi eyisitayela, isibonelo, u-Amina ochungechungeni oluthi "Usuku lokuzalwa lwaseBurzhuy". Wabizwa ngokuthi iBlack Queen ibhizinisi. U-Amina - ocebile, cishe engamomotheka "umbhishobhi omusha waseRussia". Yiqiniso, lolu hlobo lwababukeli kweso sikhathi lubekwe kumdlali we-actress. Engxenyeni yokuqala, kanye nomyeni wakhe u-Valery Nikolayev, badlala abantu abaqotho abathandana. Kubonakala sengathi akukho lutho olufanekisela igebe, kodwa ... Engxenyeni yesibili yochungechunge, u-Amina wayengasekho.
"Angizange ngitshele isikhathi eside ngalokhu, futhi manje ngizokutshela iqiniso ngokokuqala ngqa." Iqiniso liwukuthi kusukela engxenyeni yokuqala ye "Bourgeois", noma kunalokho kusukela kwenguqulo ebhalwe yiRogoza, kwakungekho nhlobo igama elisele kule ifilimu. Kwaba sengathi kwakungokoqobo, usuku lonke lokudubula lwaqala ngokuthi thina abathathu kithi: umqondisi u-Anatoly Mateshko, u-Valery Nikolayev nami ngahlala phansi, ngabhala amashidi okubhala futhi nginquma ukuthi ngizokwenzani ngokulandelayo, ngakho-ke cishe yonke into yabuyiselwa futhi yenziwa ngcono.
Kodwa ngelinye ilanga indoda yafika esiteshini, yema ngemuva kwekhamera, yabheka, yalalela, yaqala ukucasuka yathi: "Kungani abadlali bethi umbhalo wami?" Ngesikhathi esifanayo, kwase kuvele ihora lesishiyagalolunye lokuqopha, thina, sikhathele, sahlushwa esigabeni esilandelayo. Futhi ngokuzwakalayo, ngangibuza ngokungenasihawu: "Futhi lokhu, ngokuqondile, ngubani lo?" Ngaphambi kwalokho, sasingakaze saziswe ngisho nomunye nomunye. Ngachaza ngokuthula ukuthi lo mlobi ongumlobi u-Yuri Rogoza. Lokhu kwaba ukuxhumana kwethu kuphela naye. Ngemuva kokusho kwami, watshela abezindaba ukuthi u-Apeksimova uqobo wayezibulale yena, ngoba wayengadlulisanga kahle isithombe esenziwe nguye, umlobi. Ngifunda ingxoxo yakhe. "Abantu abalungile" babizwa, iphephandaba linikezwe. Angikhubeki, cha. Kuyinto engalungile kimi ukuthi akekho omunye owenzile. "
Ukuhlala emifanekisweni enjalo engabonakali ye-biography yomdlali wefilimu u-Irina Apeksimova, njengowesifazane osomabhizinisi oqinile, umsebenzi omude onzima isikhathi eside: zakhiwe ngobunjiniyela obunqunu futhi zakha ukungezwani okukhulu ngaphakathi. U-Apeksimova ushiye leli fomu ngemuva kwesigaba sokuqala, nakuba ebuye evela kwesinye isimo - Umbhangqwana oshadile ojabulayo u-Apeksimova - u-Nikolaev. Kukhohliswa ukuthi ngenxa yenveli eyavela enkantolo phakathi kukaDarya Poverennova (umlingisi wadlala udadewabo waseBurzhuy - Vera) noValery Nikolayev , U-Irina washeshe wahlukana nomyeni wakhe. Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi, uNikolaev noPoverennova bahlala ndawonye iminyaka emibili, kuze kube yilapho i-heartthrob edumile ingatholanga ukushiswa okusha. Noma kunjalo, no-Poverennova, no-Apeksimova kusukela ekucindezelekeni ngokomzwelo esikhathini esidlule. Namuhla wonke umuntu uthole uthando lwakhe olusha olujabulisayo. "Sinobuhlobo obuseduze no-Valery Nikolayev, sihlale ndawonye iminyaka eminingi, indodakazi yethu ikhula."
Ukuhlukanisa kusukela esikhathini esidlule
Ngemuva kokuthi "Burzhuya" U-Irina wathola "isehlukaniso" kusukela esikhathini esedlule: wakwazi ukuphula isithombe se-bitch eqinile necebile, u-podnadoevshy wakhe, ukufakazela ukuthi i-bitch yena-nje kumnandi, esiteji. Wahamba ezindongeni ze-Moscow Art Theatre. Wabonisa ukuzethemba nokuthembeka kwekhono lokuziphendulela - yilokho okwakunquma inhlanhla eyahambisana nomdlali wezandla kuzo zonke izinyathelo,
Isimo se drama yengqondo kaSergei Biloshnikov "I-Cage" Apeksimova igwinya ngemizuzwana emithathu, futhi ngaphandle kokungabaza, yavuma ukudubula. Umlingisi uvuma ukuthi ngokokuqala ngqá empilweni yakhe kwakusithakazelisa ngempela ukufunda indaba. U-Irina wamukelwa indima ebalulekile ngaphandle kwesivivinyo, "Angizange ngiye ejele noma esibhedlela sengqondo ngokukhethekile ukuqala ukudubula eCage, kuwumsebenzi wami, futhi ngibhekane nakho ngaphandle kwemvelo - kungenjalo bonke abadlali kufanele bathunyelwe Ukushaqeka okuwukuphela kohambo kwaba "i-avtozak" yangempela - imoto yokuthutha iziboshwa. Ngangifaka ngqo lapho futhi ngiyifake. Angikwazi ukuthinta noma yini - umzimba waqala ukuhlambalaza, ngangifuna nje ukuwageza, futhi kwakungesabi ukwenza, Ngokuphambene nalokho - kuyathakazelisa. ifilimu yokuqala lapho Ngangazi kahle ukuthi yini okufanele uyenze lapho kwakudingeka ukwazi ukudlala mina ngempela. "
Ukuze adlale iqiniso lakhe siqu yena kwenzeka ngesikhathi play of Viktyuk Roman "Decameron yethu XXI" emva play by Edvard Radzinsky. "Lokhu kuyinhlangano emangalisayo, nakuba kwakungelula kimi, ngicishe ngilahlekelwa ingqondo yami, nginomlando oqinile futhi ekupheleni komsebenzi ngisuke ngilahlekelwa yizwi lami." Le nendima ine-palette eyingqayizivele, kusukela enhlekeleleni eya e-farce. "Kodwa ngokushesha nje lapho eqala ukukhuluma, ukuphila kwami kwalandelwa izimo ezimbi - ukuhoxiswa eMoscow Art Theatre, ukuhlukanisa, ngaqala ukuzibheka ukuthi ngiyaphinda ngombhalo wendima empilweni yami yangempela, nakuba ngishiya i-Moscow Art Theatre yaba yinto evivinya kakhulu kunokuba ngihlukanise nomyeni wami. wahamba isikhathi eside, futhi wabona ukuthi isehlukaniso, njenge-nei Kodwa akazange avumele ukucindezeleka-indodakazi nomama wakhe babemlandele. "
Ukufaka izithombe ezintsha kwakuhambisana nomphumela ovela eMoscow Art Theatre: U-Apeksimova uhambele inyunyana yabamdlali, engavumanga ukwakhiwa komthetho omusha wezemidlalo owahlongozwa yi-directorate. Washaywa masinyane phakathi kwezinye izihlubuki. Khona-ke waqaphela ukuthi "kusukela manje kuqhubeke, kufanele usebenze wena kuphela, uzivikele, futhi ungabheki abanye." Yebo, ngiphonswa ngaphandle kwezemidlalo, lapho ngidlala khona imisebenzi emangalisayo, Yebo, kwaba ukulahlekelwa okukhulu. Thina, abalingisi, sifana nezidakamizwa ezidakamizwa, kepha kwakukhona nezikhathi ezinhle: Ngathola ukuzimela okuphelele futhi nganquma isiphetho sami. "Ngemva kwalokho, enkantolo, sonke sabuyiselwa emsebenzini, kodwa angizange ngibuyele." Okunye okunye kuMoscow Art Theatre kwatholakala yiViktyuk yaseRoma, omkhulu inkosi yesiteji, umqondisi ohlakaniphile. "
Umthukumezi ozimele
U-Irina uthole okunye okuhlangenwe nakho okudlule kulo musha, ngokushintsha isiphetho sakhe ngokungazelelwe. U-Apeksimova akazange akwesabe ukuthatha izingozi, aguqule impilo yakhe. Isibonelo, nganquma kanye ukuvula i-club-restaurant, lapho abaculi abadumile bebasebenza khona ngezikhathi ezithile, "abalindi, Abangane bavele bamba amakhanda abo:" Uyahlanya? Uya ukuya kuzivakashi nge-tray, imenyu kanye nepronti? " "Akuyona into yokukhathazeka ngayo." * Wayengumabhizinisi, futhi wayethengisa nezinhlanzi, naye wayekhuluma nendoda yakhe kuma-nightclub ngaphandle kokuzizwa ehlazekile. Yiqiniso, lezi zinkulumo zazihlobene nezinye izinkinga. Babenakho imali noNicokolayev, ezitolo ezingenalutho. Ngesinye isikhathi, ukuze uthole imali eyengeziwe, lo mbhangqwana wamenywa ukuba benze ikhonsathi. Ngithande umbukeli. Ngokulandelayo kwaqala amaqembu ezinkampani kuma-nightclub, lapho "isiRussia entsha" esithandwa khona ukujabulisa. Ngakho badonsa futhi basebenza isikhathi esithile. Kodwa u-Ira ulungele ukusebenza noma yikuphi nanoma iyiphi imali. Yena kanye nezitezi uzohamba ngokuthula ukuze ahlanze, ngoba unqatshelwe izinkimbinkimbi ze "soviet" - uyazi kahle isidingo. Into eyinhloko ukubhubhisa ama-stereotypes. Futhi futhi-ukuthi indodakazi yakhe ayidingi lutho, Futhi ngeke akhononde, bathi, akukho lutho lokunakekela ingane. Noma kunjalo, ngemva kokuchitha unyaka waseMelika egcwele isikhathi eside, u-Irina wayengafuni ukuhlala lapho.
Eqinisweni, amaqiniso aseMelika awazange awaphulukise empeleni, - Apeksimova uma ephupha eMelika, ngakho-ke ngokubuya. Naphezu kokudubula okuphumelelayo kumqondisi we-Hollywood u-Philip Noyce "uSanta".
"Yiqiniso, asithinti lapho futhi, ngoba isizwe esingcono kunazo zonke, ngokusho kwabaseMelika, singamaMelika, kanti namaFulentshi, amaFulentshi." Futhi ucabanga ukuthi uMoscow uphatha kanjani ezinye izizwe? umlingisi, ngisho nokukhuluma kabi ngesiRashiya? Yebo, ngubani omdinga lapha? Ngakho akudingeki ukwakha izinkolelo ngeWest.
Uyini umehluko, lapho usebenza khona - eHollywood, ku "Mosfilm"? Ukuze ube nomsebenzi endaweni yakho entsha, kufanele uqale ukuyeka yonke into - intsha, impilo, futhi uqale futhi. Isimo sifana nalokhu lapho ngifika eneminyaka engu-19 ngifunda ezifundazweni ngiya eMoscow. Izikhathi ezintathu "zahamba" ezivivinyweni esikoleni semidlalo yaseshashalazini, ngoba nganginkulumo enhle ye-Odessa. Ngakho empeleni ngilahlekile. Futhi wenza.
Yebo, ngichitha cishe unyaka eLos Angeles, futhi isifiso sami kuphela kwakuwukubuyela eMoscow ngokushesha ngangokunokwenzeka. Ukuba ngumama womndeni e-United States futhi ngilindele ukuphela kweviki lokuthenga angeke kimi. Angizange ngikwenze noma yini lapho, ngakho-ke ngacishe ngilahlekelwa ingqondo yami. Injabulo kuphela yayiwukuthi inyanga ngayinye yagibela eMoscow ukuze idlale e-Moscow Art Theatre. Wabuyela ngokuphelele. Futhi umama akazange ahlale eMelika. Wayesebenza lapho njengomsizi wamakhonsathi asemzini, wayehlala eBrooklyn futhi ekhuluma kuphela neyethu, abasesenhliziyweni, enhliziyweni, nezingxoxo bahlala kuphela yiRussia. Ngombono wami, umama emlandweni wokuthuthela kwelinye izwe waba ngumuntu kuphela okwazi ukuthola isimo sokubalekela ezweni lakubo. Abantu abazelwe lapha kumele bahlale lapha kuphela. Ukuze ukwazi ukuzivumelanisa ngokujwayelekile emvelweni waseMelika, umuntu kufanele avele ekukhanyeni noma ahambe phesheya lapho esemncane kakhulu. Futhi-ke ubukeka sengathi uhloniphekile, uphumelele, uphephile, futhi ungagcini esimweni esiseduze sabathutha abahlali embusweni waseMelika, futhi abasenayo eyabo. "
Ukubonakala kwendodakazi kaDasha kwavela eMelika futhi. Nakuba ngokuqondile akuzange kubalwe futhi angaqageli. Ngaleso sikhathi u-Valery wayeqopha eChile, wenza ukusebenza ePyinceton University. EMoscow, u-Ira wasala yedwa. Emkhandlwini womndeni kunqunywe ukuthi kufanele ukuba eze kumyeni wakhe. Manje, ngokusho komthetho wase-US, uDasha ungumhlali waseMelika. "Mhlawumbe ngolunye usuku uDasha ufuna ukuya eU.SA, umvumele ahambe, uzobe ekhetha, kodwa kube yisikhathi somhlangano." Uyajabula ukuzibonga kubangane bakhe, uthi, i-America yindawo yakubo. Manje ufunda esikoleni nasezifundweni ze-ballet neGediminas I-Taranda.
Kodwa e-United States , njenganoma yiliphi elinye izwe, kubalulekile ukuba ngesikhathi esifanele nendawo efanele. Angizange ngikuthole. Mhlawumbe, uma bengingekho eHollywood, kodwa ku-Broadway, konke kwavela ngokuhlukile. Kodwa, ebuyela eRussia, wazibheka njengowesifazane ojabule kakhulu emhlabeni. "
Futhi lokhu, mhlawumbe, yilokho okwakungalindelekile nakakhulu ukubhubhisa.
"Le movie ngeke iboniswe kabili"
Emibonweni yobuhlobo, umlingisi naye akakholelwa. Lapho ebuzwa: "Kuyiqiniso yini ukuthi u-Apeksimov uyamesaba amadoda, ngoba akubona wonke umuntu ovuma ukudlala indima yomfana wesifazane ohlukumezekile?" Waphendula: "Uyabona, bayeka ukungibheka njengowesifazane." Ngokwesibonelo, lapha, intombazane enhle iyahamba emgwaqweni, futhi iyamlalela, Futhi ibheka kimi, okokuqala, njengobuso obujwayelekile. lapho amazwe angaphandle angayazi ukuthi ngingumdlali wezintandokazi eRussia nje angibhekile kimi. "Kuyinto enhle kakhulu, kepha abavame ukukhathazeka, besaba - i-black ... bitch." Ukuhlola umbala wezinwele nokugqoka i-blonde ye-Apeksimova kufana nokuhlinzwa kweplastiki. Ngamanye amazwi, uzohlala u-brunette, kuphela ngesithombe se-Snow White, u-Ira akayithandi ama-stylists, abenzi bezithombe. "Ufuna ukuhlala njengoba wadalwa iNkosi - i-brunette enekhanda elimhlophe. Ngakho-ke, alishintshi umqhele omnyama wezinwele, nezinwele ezinde - kusukela esigabeni samaphupho.
"Ngithenga izingubo engizithandayo, iminyaka emine ngokulandelana ngangizigqoka amasheya aseMelika ngamasenti amahlanu futhi angizange ngiwadumise ngoba ayithengi, kodwa ngenxa yokuthi ayinhle." Kusobala ukuthi angiye esesandleni sesibili , futhi ngake ngivakashelwa. ELos Angeles, nginezitolo ezithandayo ezithengisa izingubo zezinhlobo ezahlukene zamaFrance ezenza amafashion ukuthi akekho owaziyo, kodwa izinto azicabangeki.Ngokungubo, ngokuphambene nenkolelo evamile, ngithanda isitayela esingenamandla. ngobumnandi i-pink noma imbala, yebo, ngeke ngigqoke. Umbala ubumnyama, angithandi ubuningi, futhi uma kunguboya obubomvu, buhlungu kangaka ... Kuyathukuthela ... Angithengi ubucwebe ngokwami, kuphela njengesipho. "
Isibalo sakhe esincane, esincane kakhulu asiyona into efanele yokudla nokuqina. Okokuqala, kusukela ebuntwaneni, waya ekilasini lezemidlalo, esikoleni. Ukudabuka emzimbeni we-ballet, ngokuphawulekayo ukuma phakathi kwabanye nge-turnout, isinyathelo esiphakeme, ikhono lokuqonda ngokushesha imibono yomqondisi. U-Ira akakwazi ukuhlala, amanga, aphumule. Ukwehlisa isistimu yakhe yezinzwa. Kudingeka enze okuthile ngaso sonke isikhathi. Sebenzisa amahora ambalwa embukisweni wezinhle - hhayi kuye.
Azikho izimfihlo ezikhethekile zobuhle noma. Ingabe lokho - utshwala ngokuvamile akusetshenziswanga, nakuba i-Ira kulokhu kuyinhlangano yokudla, i-adhernt yamawayini aseChilea. Ubuye uphuze kakhulu - iphakethe ngosuku oludingekayo. Ukugwema kunoma imiphi imikhuba emibi ngeke. Enye yezinkulumo zakhe ezithandayo: "Le movie ngeke iboniswe kabili." Ukuphila kuka-Apeksimova ngokuqondile kule movie. Umlingisi uthanda ukushisa, udinga noma yikuphi ukuzwela - okuhle, okubi, into esemqoka - ukuyenza ibe mkhulu, inamandla kakhulu. Omunye umuntu uncike ekutheni utshwala, ugwayi, izidakamizwa. Futhi yena-kusuka ku-adrenaline. Uthanda ukuhamba ebusuku, ukudansa, ukushayela ngemoto ngejubane elikhulu. Iwayini, uthando - konke lokhu kuyinjabulo enkulu. Futhi ikhono lokuthandana neminyaka alishintshiwe.
"Ngiyathanda amadoda ahlukene, nakuba ngingathandi ama-daffodils amahle. Ngiyakuzonda ukungcweliselwa kwabasimilayo, ikakhulukazi ukuhaha. Ngithanda abathandekayo abangenayo isikhalazo futhi bangabi mhlophe. Okuwukuphela kwalokho, akufanele kube mncane, makungabi nkulu futhi kube mkhulu. uzoba yindoda ngoba abameleli bobulili obunamandla engikhathazekile kakhulu ngesifazane, angisho ukuziphatha ngokocansi - ukuziphatha, futhi izinyembezi zamadoda azikho neze ukwesaba. Ngisho nalapho bewachitha, abesifazane basalokhu benamandla.
Omunye wesifazane kufanele alandelwe kahle. Futhi uma usuqale ukukwenza lokhu, yibani nomusa, bathandekayo, qhubekani nenza lokhu konke ukuphila kwenu okulimele.
Yena, empeleni, ngeke aphinde abhale phansi iskripthi sempilo yakhe. Kungani? It is spelled in black, kanti umbhali wayo omkhulu, u-Irina Apeksimova, uyakwazi ukugwema izitembu kanye nezithambile. Futhi lena yinto yangempela kuyo. Akusijabulisi.