Kungani lokhu kwenzeka kimi?
Ukuqinisekisa ukuthi: odokotela kuze kube sekugcineni abazi ukuthi iziphi izifo ezithathwayo. Futhi angazi ukuthi ungathatha kanjani ukuphefumula okuningi, okunye ukwelashwa okudingekayo kulokhu. Futhi into esemqoka indlela yokuphatha ngayo. Izinkulungwane zezincwadi zezokwelapha zakhiwe, izinhlelo zokuthatha imithi zabekiwe, kodwa njalo zithembela "ezimhlophe ezimhlophe", isiguli sivuma ukuzihlola.
Ekungaboni kwakhe 34 Riquel kubonakala kungumfanekiso wokunganaki. Isazi sokusebenza kwengqondo nomlobi wezindaba, wayengumfazi oyisibonelo, wabhala izindaba zezingane, wakhulela izingane ezintathu futhi walindele ukuzalwa kwendodana yesine. U-Rivil wayenqunywe ukuba asebenze, kepha into engahambanga kahle ekusebenzeni, ukuphuma kwegazi kwavezwa, owesifazane owayesebenza wayelahlekelwe igazi elikhulu. Kakhulu kangangokuthi ebhange legazi kwakungekho okwanele, kwadingeka ukuphonsa isikhala phakathi kwabasebenzi bamaminerali (kwakuseDonetsk) ukunikela ngegazi kumama osemusha. Abavukuzi bazinikela. Futhi, ngokusobala, kanye negazi lomunye umuntu, isidumbu sathola i-neuroinfection. Umama nendodana bahlala bephila, kodwa kuRivil, kwakuphila okuhluke ngokuphelele ngokuthola ukuthi i-multiple sclerosis neqembu lokuqala lokukhubazeka.
"Ekuqaleni kwakusabisa," kusho uRivil. - Angikwazi ukuqonda ukuthi kungani lokhu kwenzeka kimi - ngakho-ke ngithanda impilo futhi nginempilo. Ngangizifuna izizathu, kepha angitholanga ukuthola izifo eziningi, angitholanga enye indlela yokwelapha. Ngahlaziya yonke imicabango yami nezenzo zami. Ngaqaphela ukuthi ngineminyaka engama-34 engingazange ngizibonele amandla ami, kwakuxhomekile futhi ngenza lokho abanye abantu abakudinga, hhayi mina. Ngangingathandwa futhi ngangingafuni. Ngafika emcabangweni wenhliziyo yami enonya - imbangela ye-psychosomatic ye-multiple sclerosis. Mina, mina, angizange ngithande umyeni wami, kodwa kunalokho ngangimesaba. Futhi wahamba ekhoneni. Izimbangela zaso sonke isifo zihlambalaza ngokujulile, ukungabi nokuthokozisa, ama-hormone wenjabulo, ukwaneliseka. Lesi sifo sashintsha ngokuphelele. "
URivil uthe uyahlonipha ukugula kwakhe. Ubulala umuntu, noma amenze abe namandla ngokungajwayelekile. Isimo sesibili mhlawumbe singavamile, isibalo sabantu abaningi asikhambi futhi siphathwe kancane, kepha ngokuqinisekile senza umuntu abe yincithakalo. "Ngalesi sifo, uhamba njengefu," kuqhubeka umngane wami. - Amapulangwe ama-Sclerotic abhubhisa izibilini zezintambo zezinzwa, zibonakala zingenalutho. Umuntu akazweli, angaboni, akazwa. Ufuna ukuya, kodwa imilenze yakho ayikwazi kanjani. Ufuna ukuthatha okuthile, kodwa ungathathi izandla zakho. Ngalobo busuku obunzima, ngangingasakwazi ukubamba ipeni noma inaliti. Iminwe yami ayizange ingilalele, kodwa imilenze yami yenqaba ukuhamba. "
Lesi sifo sandulela iminyaka emihlanu yokwelashwa kwama-hormone yakudala ezibhedlela ezibhedlela eziningi ze-multiple sclerosis, ukwelashwa okunye. Isibindi seRivil sesivele sinamathele emiphumeleni emibi ye-prednisolone nezinye izikhali ezinzima zama-pharmacy. Umbono wehla, inkulumo yaba yinto engavumelaniyo, yayishukumisela ikakhulukazi emathangeni. "Ngangidumala ngokuphelele ngemithi. Ngaqonda ukuthi kusukela kulolu cala angikwazi ukulinda usizo, "kusho uRivil. - Ngazizwa sengathi bezama kimi. Kusukela ngaleso sikhathi, sekudlulile iminyaka engu-16, kodwa akukho lutho oluye lwashintsha ekwelapheni i-multiple sclerosis. Ngihlangana nabantu abasha abaphendukela kimi usizo, okufanayo: izidakamizwa ezifanayo nezindlela. Futhi okugcina: isitulo sabakhubazekile, umbhede, futhi - akekho umuntu. Ngangena ebugqilini bezokwelapha, futhi, ngibona lokhu, ngaqala ukufuna enye indlela. "
Kusukela ekubukeni kwemithi esemthethweni, uRuvile wathatha izinto eziyimpumputhe. Nsuku zonke wayecabanga ukuthi inkampani yamasosha angamaqhawe anamaphampu akhethekile yayihlanza isibindi sakhe, isiphuza ama-plaque e-sclerotic. Ukhulume nomzimba wakhe, wakhuthaza amangqamuzana agulayo (ayenamahloni noma ahlakaniphile) ukuba aphile ngokuvumelana nempilo enempilo. Kwakunzima kakhulu kunokuphuza iphilisi. Wazifanela etafuleni lokusebenza ezulwini. Ukubonisana kwama-angelfish odokotela abahlinzayo benza isinqumo sokushintsha isibindi sikaRivil hhayi konke futhi ngokuphelele, kodwa kwezinye izingxenye. Futhi wacabanga ukuthi i-lobule ngemuva komzimba we-lobule iyaphila. Lapho eminyakeni embalwa kamuva edluliselwa ku-ultrasound, udokotela akazange akholelwe amehlo akhe: isibindi sasinempilo. Emcabangweni wakhe, uRivil wahlamba ngaphansi kwemifudlana yamanzi asezulwini, eyasusa lesi sifo kuwo wonke amaselula. Wahlushwa ne-multiple sclerosis ngokucabanga okudala.
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"Ngangikholelwa emandleni ami, ukuthi umzimba wami umshini omuhle owakhathele ukukhipha i-petroli ngephethiloli embi," kuchaza uRivil. - Ngaqala ukusebenza nomzimba wami ngokwami. Ngangivuka njalo ngomoya omuhle, ngibingelelwa nazo zonke izitho zami, okuyizinto engizenzayo kuze kube yilolu suku. Ingabe ukuvivinya kokusa kwemicabango yakhe nezitho zakhe. Uma ugula, udinga ukucabanga kancane ngawe, kodwa namanje uzithanda wena. Ngaqala idayari yezenzo ezinhle, futhi ngaqala ukubheka labo ababuthakathaka kunami, engingabasiza. Iminwe yami yayingilalele kabi, kodwa ngenza ama doll amabili okuqala futhi ngaya nabo ekuhlukaniseni izingane ze-oncology eKiev. Kamuva ukuvakashelwa kwangena ohlelweni. Ukhulume nezingane, wabuza ngempilo yakhe, wamomotheka, wahlabelela izingoma nabo, wabonisa ukudlala, wabhala inganekwane. Omunye wabo ukhuluma nge-baracabal yomdlavuza ohlukumezayo, abafokazi abavela kwenye iplanethi abantu bonke abayesabayo, kodwa uyesaba ngempela. Ngazisiza, ngisiza abanye. "
URivil akazange avumele abathandekayo bakhe ukuba bazisole, wayeka ukuzibheka njengomuntu ogulayo. Futhi lokhu, wathi, washesha ukuphumula nomyeni wakhe. Akazange ahlupheke inkululeko yangaphakathi ayeyitholile. Bahlukanisile. Kwaphela iminyaka emithathu ehlanganyela, kodwa ngesikhathi esifanayo, njengokungathi wayengazi. "Ngenkathi ngibona ukuthi ngingakwazi ukuhamba ngaphandle kwemichilo," kusho uRivil. - Kwaphela isikhathi ngangihamba ngezinyawo, bese ngizizwa sengathi ziphazamisekile. Ngangisongelwa owesifazane. Uthi: "Ungumuntu omuhle kakhulu, omncane, kungani udinga izinti?" Ngacabanga: "Futhi, empeleni, kungani?" Abangane bangimemile ekwenzeni ukuhamba, ngase ngihamba ngendlela evamile, kodwa ngaphandle kokuzwa ukuqina ezinyaweni zami. Ngangamahloni ukuvuma ukuthi angikwazi ukukhipha. Sithole ibhayisikili, ngahlala phansi, ngifaka izinyawo zami ezinyaweni futhi ngahamba. Ngokushesha, ukuzwela kwabuyela ezinyaweni zami. Isimiso esiyinhloko sokunqoba lesi sifo akuyona ukuyibeka esihlalweni sobukhosi, kungenjalo kuyobe sinqobe yonke insimu yakho, kuyodinga umhlatshelo nokukhulekela. "
I-stimulus, isinyathelo ngesinyathelo esusiwe uRivil kusukela ekuxilongweni kwe-multiple sclerosis, kwakuwukuphila ngokwayo, isifiso sokwenza into enhle futhi ewusizo. Waqala ngemidlalo yokudlala emdlalweni weziguli zomdlavuza, ababengabadlali bakhe. Wabhala izindaba ezinhle, lapho abalingiswa abayinhloko banqoba khona izifo zabo, bese bebeka iziguli ezincane. Ukuphila esibhedlela kwezingane ezithatha i-chemotherapy, akukhanyisi ngezenzakalo ezijabulisayo nokuhlukahluka. I-feiry fairy Rivil nemidlalo yakhe yakhipha izingane ngaphandle kwesimo esicindezelayo. Wasebenza nabo bonke abantu ndawonye futhi ngamunye ngamunye ngokwehlukana, futhi imiphumela yayishaqisayo.
"Ngangisencane nentombazane eneminyaka eyishumi nambili eyasebenza kabili," kusho umngane wami. "Wayene-tumor stem emtholampilo wakhe." Kwamanye amazwe ama-neoplasms anjalo abhekwa njengababulalayo, abangasebenzi. I-tumor ikhula kuze kube yilapho, umuntu echoboza. Ngesikhathi ngiqala ukutadisha nesiguli sami, kakade wayenezibalo ezitholakala ezithombeni eziseduze. Sasebenza endlini yokugezela, sihlobisa ngemihlobiso, sahlela amakhandlela. Futhi ngamehlo abo bavaliwe babonisa amaphuzu we-tumor kanye nemishini ekhanda ekhishwa njengeqhwa eqoqa futhi yabasusa. Bese bavula ishayela, futhi intombazane yacabanga ukuthi imvula yaseMeyi entsha ingasusa kanjani zonke izinsalela zokugula kuye. Lapho ethi uzizwa iphunga lezimbali ensimini, amanzi aphelile. Ngemuva kwezinyanga ezintathu zokutadisha, izithombe zokulawula i-MRI zabonisa ukuthi lesi sifo sasizimisele ngokuphelele. Odokotela babethuka. Khona-ke lo mndeni wathuthela eCanada. Asibonanga iminyaka emihlanu. Muva nje babiza-isiguli sami siphelele ngendlela ephelele. "
Ukufisa ukuphila
U-Rivil uthe ngokuvamile abantu abafuni ukubuyiselwa. Amaphesenti angamashumi ayisishiyagalolunye abantu abanezifo ezinzima njengalabo abahlala ekhoneni lomuntu wabo. U-Rivil uyakhumbula: "Ngokwengqondo, kwakunzima kimi ukuyeka izinti. - Uma ungafani nabo bonke abanye, usebenzisa ibhonasi yokuzwelana: ungemi emigqeni, uvumelane nawe, bayalikhumbula ngaso sonke isikhathi. Nganginendoda okwathi ngemva kwezifundo eziningana zenqaba ukuqhubeka. Uthi: "Angazi ukuthi ngizophila kanjani uma ngiba ngcono." Umthetho wokuqala wokuthola kabusha ukudelela ukuxilongwa kwakho. Bathi kuwe: unezinto, futhi wena-ungakholelwa. Uma umuntu ezwa engakhululekile futhi eya kudokotela, uba ngumuntu ongaphansi kokuzibandakanya. Kubandakanya ngokuphathelene nokugula kwakhe. Futhi kubaluleke kakhulu ukwenza okuthile, silwela okuthile, ube nomgomo ekuphileni. EWestern Ukraine kukhona indoda ethatha umdlavuza ngokwesaba. Kuletha iziguli ezingenathemba. Uthumela izihlobo, futhi yena ngokwakhe ubeka isiguli esitokisini bese ehamba ehlathini ukugibela.
Ekuqaleni bahamba ngokuthula, kodwa ngesinye isikhathi isithuthuthu siqoqa isivinini esikhulu futhi sigijimela kwalasha. Umgibeli uyaqaphela ukuthi bazohlukana okwamanje, abambelele kumshayeli (izimbambo zakhe zaphulwa ngokuphindaphindiwe ngemuva kokubanjwa kweziguli). Okwesibili ngaphambi kokufa, umuntu ukhohlwa konke, futhi uphendukela konke ekuphileni kwakhe, uqaphela ukubaluleka kwawo. Khona-ke kuvela ukuthi akukho mgwaqo ozayo, kodwa umbono wezwe uyashintsha kule mizuzwana embalwa. Phela, isiguli asinamgomo, akafuni lutho futhi afe ngenxa yokukhathala nokungabi nalutho. Kodwa ngesikhathi sokuxhumana kwangempela nokufa, ukoma ukuphila kubuyela kuye. Le ndlela isisiza cishe wonke umuntu. "
Ngesikhathi sokugcina uRivil wathatha izivivinyo eminyakeni eyishumi eyedlule - ngoba akazange aye ezibhedlela. Akathandi ngalokhu. Ubheka okuhle futhi uthi impilo yakhe emva kokugula iye yaba mnandi kakhulu futhi ujabula kakhulu. Yebo! Iningi lamuva wathola uthando lwangempela - umyeni wakhe wamanje, u-Igor. Indodakazi uRivilville ngasese evela kumama wayo ishicilelwe ekuthandeni kwakhe indawo yakhe. Ekuqaleni, uhlu lwabafakizicelo ababaziyo lwabalelwa ku-900, kancane kancane inani labaqashiwe lalinganiselwa ku-3. Esithombeni u-Igor wabonakala ku-Rivil osemncane kakhulu, kodwa enhle kakhulu. Wanquma ukujwayelana naye, ukuze aqondise kabusha indodakazi. Kodwa, lapho behlangene, abazange bahlukane. Igor wavula umhlaba we-ayurveda. Washintsha ekudleni kwemifino, wenqaba itiye kanye nekhofi, futhi waxhuma kakhulu efilosofi yaseMpumalanga ngemuva kokuya eNdiya. U-Igor noRivil banabantu abafana nomqondo. Bonke basebenza kule phrojekthi "I-Fairy Tale House" yeziguli zomdlavuza, basebenza ndawonye emidlalo yaseshashalazini yezingane, bejabulela impilo ndawonye futhi bethola izici ezintsha ngosizo lomunye nomunye.
"Njengomthetho, ukugula, abantu bazihlupha ngombuzo: ngani? Ukucabanga kukaRivil. - Kodwa bambalwa kakhulu abantu ababuza: ngani? Ngaziphendulela mina: uma bengingaguli, ukuphoqa emicabangweni yami kwakungeke kwenzeke, futhi angikwazi ukusiza abantu abaningi. Ngangihlala egaraji ngaphambi kokugula, bese ngifika esigodlweni. Ngabona: umzimba womuntu unamandla amakhulu, udinga ukuwuvula wena. "